i have a weakness for kind eyes and a genuine smile. oh man.
it’s not an overnight thing, but i need to remind myself everyday to believe in myself everyday, no matter how crappy i feel. little by little i feel like my mentality is strengthening and my confidence in myself is slowly increasing. i read somewhere that courage is not feeling fear, but acting beyond that feeling of fearfulness. no one can love me better than i can (besides God, ha). this sense of ambition didn’t come up overnight. i think i buried it for a while because of my surroundings, situations, and even because of certain people around me. my standards are up and so are my walls. in this one life i get, i want to do everything my heart desires.